I'm on tilt- without playing a single hand!!!

OK, since the New Year, I have spent so much time trying to get a good set up going for this year. (Table Ninja and Hold'em Manager). As I talked about before, I have a Mac, so first I downloaded Parallels, purchased Parallels,installed Windows, HEM, and Table Ninja (sounds easier than it is). Then, hours later, thinking everything is all ready to play, I open up some tables, and with even 3 or 4 up, it is unplayable. I then learn it is pretty much impossible to play on Parralels since it takes up a lot of cpu usage or whatever.

So, then I run BootCamp. I need to again install Windows, HEM, and Table Ninja. I go to purchase them all. For some reason it says for securty reasons, my payment has been flagged or something, and it won't let me buy them. Now I have to wait for HEM support to purchase it.

I just want to get back to,(start), the SNE grind! Grrrr.... and my free trials have run up, and I don't feel up to playing without stats, but maybe I will tonight if I don't hear back soon.

As far as my plans for now:
I've decided to go back to full ring, what I am *best* at. I'll probably play 100NL for a couple days at least to get back into the swing of things. I have hardly played online since December 23!

I really can't decide if I want to try and go for 1 mill VPPs, or 1.25 mill VPPs. I guess we'll see how it goes.